Destination

couldn't sleep well last nite...
it was the longest chat on msn i had with Chris
there were alot of things mentioned during those hours
there were conflicts, misconceptions, misinterpretations,
arguments, different perspectives we had on things,
evaluations, appreciation, confusion and a lot of sad emotions

i felt like i had dropped down all the way to the pit bottom
i thought i saw a beam of light from above the dark surroundings
but i was just all my imagination...

love is a beautiful thing, 多美丽多难得, love is a wonderful thing
but... the whole picture is not solely just that.

i guess my route would be long, a lot of waiting involved,
a lot of understanding needing.
but i dun know if i ever will reach a desired destination.